My Place…

Yes, summer break’s almost over and it’s about time for me
to go back to work. Although we are still going for a vacation tomorrow until
next week yet I feel like my summer vacation is over. It means I will be with
kids again. Oh no, not kids. I will be working with teen-agers. I am being
reassigned in the junior high. They said it’s a ghetto school too. Scary to
think but all I know is that I am going to miss my little boy. Well, last
school year was my first time working in a 9 months school and I love it
because I get to spend time with Gage during summer.

Two weeks ago I saw a job posting for Behavioral Specialist
and I think I would really want to grab it. But you know what? I can’t work
year round and 8-5 schedules. It’s just so hard for us. That schedule is so
hectic. So I better stick with the district for this is the only job that gave
me options to work 9 months or year round and with all the benefits and etc
plus I am going to have the best retirement working in the government.

It seems like I’m on maternity leave again. I’m struggling
again if I’ll stay home or not. I think staying home is just not for me.
Sometimes I get so stress with Gage. And I already gained 5 lbs in 2 months for
not working. If I’m working then Gage
and I will miss each other and we will have a good time every time we are
together. And working makes my brain works all the time. I don’t really feel
that bad because I don’t have 8-5 schedules and from now on I will only work in
a 9 months school. That’s it!

I’ll try to put more updates about Gage soon….Well guys,
Have a good week-end….

I have been trying to make an update about my little guy but
I didn’t have the instance to create it due to my so many dentist appointments
lately or maybe I am just making excuses again. Anyway, Gage is 2 years
old! I cannot believe it,,I didn’t really invite a lot of people on his
birthday party this time. We just had a simple dinner in our backyard.

I always heed of
people making comments about terrible 2’s. Most of it are true but you know
what? I love this stage a lot, though sometimes I feel like I want to disappear
because I cannot handle it anymore but I love seeing Gage become skilled
everyday.

At this Age, Gage and I can communicate well. He is very
good at expressing himself to me. What he wants and what he doesn’t. Just
yesterday I tried to give him an applesauce and he said, “ I don’t want that!” so
I asked him what he wants and he said, “ I want Jollibee!”. This kid of mine wants
to have jollibee spaghetti for breakfast, lunch and dinner.

He adores animals. He knows most of them. He loves to read
books that have animals in it. Sometimes he dreams about horses, it is so
crazy. I remember when we went to the Bass shop and I thought it was a chicken
statue. So I told him “ Gage, look! It’s a chicken!” and he answered “Mommy,
Turkey!” I guess my kid knows better than me ha.

My little man is very affectionate. He loves to gives us
kisses and hugs. He even identifies me as “honey” sometimes and he call his Dad
“ Babe”. I guess he mimics us most of the time. My favorite words he says are
love you mommy, love you daddy and mommy cute! Oh bi ba, baby ko sabi cute daw
ako..I tell you that my baby and I can talk to each other and I love it a lot.
He has good manners too. He says thank you, please and excuse me.

Gage can count 1 to 9. We are learning alphabet and colors.
I am trying my best to teach him the alphabet but he is more into animals now.
So what I did is that all his alphabet books that we have to read has to have animals
in it in order of him to concentrate and I think is working.

He is such an active little man. He runs so fast from me. He
is always inquisitive about something so I let him be. And he loves to work out
with his Dad, Every time my husbands working out, Gage is there too, trying to
do weights.

One more thing before I’ll go to bed..Gage loves Zoey. He misses
her. Maybe because we are together most of the time. I can just see how happy
he is every time we are out. Well, I won’t blame Gage if he’ll like Zoey. She
is a pretty little girl. They are best friends! She is a sister to him.

Good night everybody!

Things are diverse when I started having a career here in
the country, what I mean is that people don’t gossip a lot. We frequently talk
about how we could do our job better, how to achieve the goal; basically it’s
all about the job we can do to make our work place enhanced. We seldom converse
about people that surround us. Way back when I was working in the Philippines.
People talk about people. Backstabbing each other. Jealousy exists! I guess we
didn’t have that much life that gossiping was the best thing to do. What a life!

Some people that I knew in the Philippines can never be
happy of what you become. Crab mentality maybe or call it Jealousy…I was
chatting with someone last night, she told me that she met my so called college
close friends, so I asked her if they extend any messages for me? I was
expecting they would say “Hello” or “How’s Gage?” and all of the sudden she
said “Look! Jewel has all good things; she has all the good impression I ever
heard, She has everything and everything about you is the opposite”…What?!
So is the opposite means that I am living in a run down apartment with an
abusive husband? Ay wawa naman ako, or baka homeless ako dito what else? I look
so pitiful because my husband cannot afford to buy me things and I am probably working
on a minimum wage and no nanny to take care of Gage while I’m working..There is
nothing wrong of being homeless, looking desperate and working for a minimum
wage as long as hindi gossip and it’s true.. Jewel is my best friend and we are
two different human being. I’m in Vegas and she is in CA, we have different
life. Yes, we are very close but we don’t like the same things. We have
different profession and there is no comparison between us. I think this gossip
begins because when I started working here and never had my papers yet, I opted
to work as a cashier. I have to learn their ways here before I’ll get a real
job I whined about it to my friend in the Philippines and all of a sudden I
heard about this how terrible my life  here in the States. I’m telling you my friends there in the
Philippines that if you arrived in a foreign country, you cannot just get a
good job right away. You have to process your papers, get a drivers license and
learn about their culture here. And you know what? I never was ashamed when I
working as a cashier because it’s a decent job… I don’t really care what you
guys say about me. As long as I know what is the truth.

At least I am making difference in kid’s life everyday.
Seeing them learned from me is one of my mission in life…How about you? What do
you do to make this world better? Get a life and just be happy of what you have
then you’ll be satisfied. Envious people cannot be contented. Jewel and I
actually just giggled about it and we pity you…we hope someday you can find
your own happiness too; A man that will spoil you because that’s what you want
and need. You’re jealous because you have a lot of wants and needs and you didn’t
have it yet….Maybe you’ll have your day someday..wish for it!